I periodically participate in medical research surveys that
focus on the type of lung cancer that has invaded me. Last Tuesday I was involved in a 90 minute
survey where I was asked to do a little visualization of the day that I
received my diagnosis.
I was asked to relax and make my mind a blank slate (often
an easy feat!). Then I was invited to
search my memory for a snapshot of the surroundings and the people that had
been involved in giving me the diagnosis.
Here is how it went.
“I was sitting in a doctor’s office with my son-he was being
reassuring.” “Then the doctor walked in,
who appeared to be approximately 12 years old.” He had a big grin on his face as he told me
I had Stage IV lung cancer. He then
went on to say the following words, “There is nothing I can do for you, it is
inoperable.”
He then walked out of the room. My son had broken down into tears. I was numb with shock and anger.
Then the doctor (?) came walking back in and said he would
be able to offer me chemo (Carboplatin and Alimta) and that I was to get a B12
shot and some folic acid on my way out.
I asked him what my prognosis was. He said, again with the big grin, “I am not
the Good News Doctor- but I would say in about a year you will begin to have
shortness of breath.” “But, then, again,
some people hang on for five to seven years- you just don’t know.” He offered another grin, asked me to hop up
on the table so he could listen to my chest (it was clear- it always has been)
- and I was on my way to a world that no one could ever imagine existed.
#changelc
Lung
Cancer Facts
1 in every 14 Americans will be diagnosed with lung cancer
Less than 6% of federal dollars spent on cancer research are
spent on lung cancer research
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